1/03/2015

Random Shallow Spills

  • Tiny, tiny, this soul feels tinier and tinier as the time goes by. She feels like she came from another planet far away and just touched down the earth. She feels like a new kid at school. She feels alienated. Don't take it wrong, her friends welcomed her very warmly and nicely. It's just her insecurity acting up. She, unlike popular beliefs, has a deep insecurity. Today's major current doesn't feel right to her. Adolescents are on their attempts to climb the social ladder, while this girl right here was just confused with what to do, until she decided that she'll make her own ladder. She doesn't share the ladder because it's her own target for her own self, which makes nobody else understand how the ladder works. In spite of those all, she actually realizes that it's her who needs to adapt. She actually adapts pretty easily to new environments and to different kind of people. However, her principle is strong and somehow hard to bend.
  • Within a spare world called social medias, there lies opportunities to get a quick lift to some steps ahead on the ladder. Those "fancy dining"-s, "fashionable outfits from particular brands", "Hey look at this cool, trending event I'm attending", "Hey, I'm driving a car" or "My lover's driving a car", they think can move them up a little bit on that ladder. Don't know what the purpose of all these social medias are, but today, they turn into social (ladder climbing) medias. Meanwhile, I, the girl mentioned above, use social medias to spill whatever it is inside, both heart and mind. Satirical contents are up to criticize what I want to criticize in a way that others won't realize that it's a sarcasm. Yes to the hidden sarcasms, kiddos. Again, don't get this wrong. I don't condemn this, I am just purely confused.
*to be resumed* *too sleepy that I think there are some errors here.*

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